Feelings

My feelings make me vulnerable. I used to be able to hide them. I'm still good at it but I'm so scared of being alone. I guess I have the fear of being single, but I don't need a boyfriend all the time. I just need someone to show me they care and be with me and hang out with me when I feel lonely. I really love being around people. It helps it so that I don't think of everything going on with my life. I really like being away from home but I'm always there. I'm scared of talking to people about my problems and having them tell me that I'm just overreacting. They don't know my life or how I deal with things so how do they know if I'm overreacting. I really love my friends. My best friend is Karli Steadman. She is kinda like me and hides her feelings until she explodes. We vent to each other all the time so that we don't explode randomly. She is awesome.